It's all in my heart

I think the saddest breakup stories are the ones where you don't even know if it was a love story in the first place. You hang on to a person in hopes that they'll get the love you have for them. Instead, they just abandon you one day, knowing the fact that you love them. To make things worse, they don't maintain the distance they should but instead give you some of the most memorable moments of your life while you were together. The kinds that are left imprinted on your heart for as long as you live. They just leave with so many questions in your head, the most daunting one being, Why couldn't they love you? Whether I was in love or just friend with the most beautiful soul I have ever met.A fter almost 2 years without talking her, alone in my room , I was busy staring at the ceiling. It was rainy outside, and at that midnight hour, sleep was escaping me, more I tried to block away my thoughts more they reccured.  All this started from the evening when favourit...

There is nothing quite like the feeling of returning home after a long time away. The familiar smells, sights, and sounds all come flooding back, evoking a sense of comfort and joy that is hard to put into words. For me, returning home after being away from home always fills me with a sense of happiness and contentment. I was returning home first time after getting admission in Ramjas College, University of Delhi. Ist Semester exams are overed.  On one hand, there is a sense of relief that the exam is finally over, and now i can relax and take a break. On the other hand, there may be anxiety and worry about how you did on the exam and what the future holds. After coming from examination hall, I packed my baggage. I completed my packaging within an hour. I took two books The Mahabharata and  The Poetics by Aristotle in my bag for this 21 hours journey.  Next day, I left for Anand Vihar Terminal at 3 p.m. and my train was at 5.20 P.m. I left 2 hours earlier because i dont ...

                    When we  talk about independence its principal about the great freedom fighters, leaders and heroes but we hardly  notice the communities, group or an individuals who were one of the main pillars of Indian national movement.  Just think of those rebellions or young heroes who left there family, hometown for the shake of the country. Just think of those feelings going through their minds.  Just imagine their eyes free of fear ready to dare. As we are celebrating the 76th independence of our country are we really justifying the sacrifice or penance they did for our country. Are we  really making India the way they aspired off? Are we really contributing in the progress of the country or we are just progressing in the charts and statics. In our country, people want to live a life of showiness more than reality . Here all the trees are planted on the status on June 5 and on August 15 and January 2...

Gone are those moments I thought would last forever. Gone Days Gone are those days when we all were friends. Gone will be those laughter we made during our boring moments. Gone are those lovely moments we shared together. I still hear the fading echoes of our voices, I still flashback to the fading moments of excitements, joy, reading classes and friendship goals' moments. those moments we all think alike, looked into each other's eyes and burst into laughter Gone are those days we fought also, those days we acted stupidly and we're ignorant of one another's emotions and pains. If I could turn back the time, I'll put those moments, those days into a box, keep it so when we meet again in the near future I'll show you how fast time flies and how we made memories that would last a life time  unconsciously. I pray that till then that the bond we all share now won't also be gone.. Gone with time.

   Life is not all about appearance because appearance may not have enough ability to transfer the real picture about a person, a thing, a behavior or whatever. The outer form deceives us as people hundred of times, yet the inner feeling can't do that unless people got trained to fake their sentiment. If a person is sympathetic and kind, he is deceived by people .  On the contrary, if one is tricky and wicked, he himself will deceive others. Therefore, life is between and about two basic things good and bad. Wherever you go, you meet kind easygoing people and people with fake emotions.  I don't know why  ,but I felt like writing about you.  Maybe it's because I always keep on thinking about you or maybe it's because I felt lonely, even if I was surrounded with hundreds of people's. I tried to be myself, but didn't work and I kept on faking it but it was hard still, I want you to come back and give my stolen heart. You were more like more than frie...

 Just wanted to share... I fell for you, because of what you were, are and will be. I fell for the whole of you. I gave you the key to myself. I gave you the steering of my car. I gave you the right to control me. I gave you my myself, without even knowing if you wanted it or not. My mistake was not to know your wishes. My mistake was not to know what you really wanted. My mistake was to assume everything as you wanted. My mistake was that I fell for you? Whatever it may be, I don't regret it. Whatever it may be, I will always think of your betterment. Whatever it may be, it was surely an experience of life. Whatever it may be, I will never be able to hate you, ever. What is friendship? Is it giving control of your life to the other half? Is it thinking about them in every moment of your life? Is it that you can never forget the other half? Or is it just a feeling that fades away with time? For me, Friendship is caring.   Friendship is becoming. Friendship is finding. Friendsh...

Endings are not always a  bad thing. It means that something new can begin. We all are the eyewitness of COVID-19 pandemic. We have suffered a lot due to pandemic. Now I was overwhelmed with all the changes that were happening. A late night in March we were notified by the news channel that schools would be closed until a later date . I have completed my class 10th that year and was happy because I was going to new school but Government closed all the school till further order. We are not knowing when this pandemic will over, So our school management started online classes.  I was saddened because we are not going to attend school physically.As we know school Life is the best time of our life as we make new friends, become a part of someone's life, someone becomes your part of life,learn new things and build our career there.I started attending online classes, after few days other my mates of my new school started interacting with me through chats. Days were going smoothly,as ...