It's all in my heart

It’s funny how quickly life can change after an unexpected conversation. In my case, what started as a brief encounter on a train journey evolved into something far more complicated and unexpected. The days following our exchange were filled with easy-going texts and casual phone calls. Every conversation with her felt like peeling away another layer of a fascinating, unexplored world. But just as I thought I had everything figured out, life threw a curveball, and suddenly, I wasn’t sure where things were headed anymore. Our chats began to shift. At first, we spoke about movies and books, our dreams, and our college experiences. It was a comfortable back-and-forth, like two people who had known each other for years. But then, one evening, out of nowhere, she asked, “So, what’s your biggest fear? ” I paused, taken aback by the question. I’d never really thought about it in that way. But I answered, nonetheless. “My biggest fear is losing the people I care about. I think it’s the fear ...

I think the saddest breakup stories are the ones where you don't even know if it was a love story in the first place. You hang on to a person in hopes that they'll get the love you have for them. Instead, they just abandon you one day, knowing the fact that you love them. To make things worse, they don't maintain the distance they should but instead give you some of the most memorable moments of your life while you were together. The kinds that are left imprinted on your heart for as long as you live. They just leave with so many questions in your head, the most daunting one being, Why couldn't they love you? Whether I was in love or just friend with the most beautiful soul I have ever met.A fter almost 2 years without talking her, alone in my room , I was busy staring at the ceiling. It was rainy outside, and at that midnight hour, sleep was escaping me, more I tried to block away my thoughts more they reccured.  All this started from the evening when favourit...

There is nothing quite like the feeling of returning home after a long time away. The familiar smells, sights, and sounds all come flooding back, evoking a sense of comfort and joy that is hard to put into words. For me, returning home after being away from home always fills me with a sense of happiness and contentment. I was returning home first time after getting admission in Ramjas College, University of Delhi. Ist Semester exams are overed.  On one hand, there is a sense of relief that the exam is finally over, and now i can relax and take a break. On the other hand, there may be anxiety and worry about how you did on the exam and what the future holds. After coming from examination hall, I packed my baggage. I completed my packaging within an hour. I took two books The Mahabharata and  The Poetics by Aristotle in my bag for this 21 hours journey.  Next day, I left for Anand Vihar Terminal at 3 p.m. and my train was at 5.20 P.m. I left 2 hours earlier because i dont ...

 Just wanted to share... I fell for you, because of what you were, are and will be. I fell for the whole of you. I gave you the key to myself. I gave you the steering of my car. I gave you the right to control me. I gave you my myself, without even knowing if you wanted it or not. My mistake was not to know your wishes. My mistake was not to know what you really wanted. My mistake was to assume everything as you wanted. My mistake was that I fell for you? Whatever it may be, I don't regret it. Whatever it may be, I will always think of your betterment. Whatever it may be, it was surely an experience of life. Whatever it may be, I will never be able to hate you, ever. What is friendship? Is it giving control of your life to the other half? Is it thinking about them in every moment of your life? Is it that you can never forget the other half? Or is it just a feeling that fades away with time? For me, Friendship is caring.   Friendship is becoming. Friendship is finding. Friendsh...

where is my mind lost,  why do our memories dont fade,  why am i on the road of frost,  where is the boy who wasn't afraid. why do countless hours pass,  why am i in a fix is my heart made of glass,  why am i writing this at six. why did i let her go,  why is everything hurting me,  why aren't things going in a flow,  why isn't my mind free.              why i am expecting too much from              everyone ,  why am i not liking anything,  why are things in a chaos ,       why am i behaving like chandler bing,            why am i as lonely as ross .

Sometimes u feel empty, Due to no reason. Your heart starts to wish, Stuff that never prevails. You could be unhappy like damn what happened to me? But you'll never know the answer. You'll float in the ocean of confusion, Searching for justifications of your sadness, Or barely to realize how you could be cheerful. But you'll end up wondering, Where the hell can I get my answers? In the end, you'll notice these things are just in your head. Do I build them or what? No answer. Might this be a human's desire? No answer. So you'll reside craving someone and something, Come to you and say I'm here for you, I'll never leave you & I love you. But maybe this someone is on mars. And this never happens, that person leaves you when you needed him\her most......