It's all in my heart

It’s funny how quickly life can change after an unexpected conversation. In my case, what started as a brief encounter on a train journey evolved into something far more complicated and unexpected. The days following our exchange were filled with easy-going texts and casual phone calls. Every conversation with her felt like peeling away another layer of a fascinating, unexplored world. But just as I thought I had everything figured out, life threw a curveball, and suddenly, I wasn’t sure where things were headed anymore. Our chats began to shift. At first, we spoke about movies and books, our dreams, and our college experiences. It was a comfortable back-and-forth, like two people who had known each other for years. But then, one evening, out of nowhere, she asked, “So, what’s your biggest fear? ” I paused, taken aback by the question. I’d never really thought about it in that way. But I answered, nonetheless. “My biggest fear is losing the people I care about. I think it’s the fear ...

I think the saddest breakup stories are the ones where you don't even know if it was a love story in the first place. You hang on to a person in hopes that they'll get the love you have for them. Instead, they just abandon you one day, knowing the fact that you love them. To make things worse, they don't maintain the distance they should but instead give you some of the most memorable moments of your life while you were together. The kinds that are left imprinted on your heart for as long as you live. They just leave with so many questions in your head, the most daunting one being, Why couldn't they love you? Whether I was in love or just friend with the most beautiful soul I have ever met.A fter almost 2 years without talking her, alone in my room , I was busy staring at the ceiling. It was rainy outside, and at that midnight hour, sleep was escaping me, more I tried to block away my thoughts more they reccured.  All this started from the evening when favourit...

There is nothing quite like the feeling of returning home after a long time away. The familiar smells, sights, and sounds all come flooding back, evoking a sense of comfort and joy that is hard to put into words. For me, returning home after being away from home always fills me with a sense of happiness and contentment. I was returning home first time after getting admission in Ramjas College, University of Delhi. Ist Semester exams are overed.  On one hand, there is a sense of relief that the exam is finally over, and now i can relax and take a break. On the other hand, there may be anxiety and worry about how you did on the exam and what the future holds. After coming from examination hall, I packed my baggage. I completed my packaging within an hour. I took two books The Mahabharata and  The Poetics by Aristotle in my bag for this 21 hours journey.  Next day, I left for Anand Vihar Terminal at 3 p.m. and my train was at 5.20 P.m. I left 2 hours earlier because i dont ...

                    When we  talk about independence its principal about the great freedom fighters, leaders and heroes but we hardly  notice the communities, group or an individuals who were one of the main pillars of Indian national movement.  Just think of those rebellions or young heroes who left there family, hometown for the shake of the country. Just think of those feelings going through their minds.  Just imagine their eyes free of fear ready to dare. As we are celebrating the 76th independence of our country are we really justifying the sacrifice or penance they did for our country. Are we  really making India the way they aspired off? Are we really contributing in the progress of the country or we are just progressing in the charts and statics. In our country, people want to live a life of showiness more than reality . Here all the trees are planted on the status on June 5 and on August 15 and January 2...

Gone are those moments I thought would last forever. Gone Days Gone are those days when we all were friends. Gone will be those laughter we made during our boring moments. Gone are those lovely moments we shared together. I still hear the fading echoes of our voices, I still flashback to the fading moments of excitements, joy, reading classes and friendship goals' moments. those moments we all think alike, looked into each other's eyes and burst into laughter Gone are those days we fought also, those days we acted stupidly and we're ignorant of one another's emotions and pains. If I could turn back the time, I'll put those moments, those days into a box, keep it so when we meet again in the near future I'll show you how fast time flies and how we made memories that would last a life time  unconsciously. I pray that till then that the bond we all share now won't also be gone.. Gone with time.

   Life is not all about appearance because appearance may not have enough ability to transfer the real picture about a person, a thing, a behavior or whatever. The outer form deceives us as people hundred of times, yet the inner feeling can't do that unless people got trained to fake their sentiment. If a person is sympathetic and kind, he is deceived by people .  On the contrary, if one is tricky and wicked, he himself will deceive others. Therefore, life is between and about two basic things good and bad. Wherever you go, you meet kind easygoing people and people with fake emotions.  I don't know why  ,but I felt like writing about you.  Maybe it's because I always keep on thinking about you or maybe it's because I felt lonely, even if I was surrounded with hundreds of people's. I tried to be myself, but didn't work and I kept on faking it but it was hard still, I want you to come back and give my stolen heart. You were more like more than frie...

 Just wanted to share... I fell for you, because of what you were, are and will be. I fell for the whole of you. I gave you the key to myself. I gave you the steering of my car. I gave you the right to control me. I gave you my myself, without even knowing if you wanted it or not. My mistake was not to know your wishes. My mistake was not to know what you really wanted. My mistake was to assume everything as you wanted. My mistake was that I fell for you? Whatever it may be, I don't regret it. Whatever it may be, I will always think of your betterment. Whatever it may be, it was surely an experience of life. Whatever it may be, I will never be able to hate you, ever. What is friendship? Is it giving control of your life to the other half? Is it thinking about them in every moment of your life? Is it that you can never forget the other half? Or is it just a feeling that fades away with time? For me, Friendship is caring.   Friendship is becoming. Friendship is finding. Friendsh...

Endings are not always a  bad thing. It means that something new can begin. We all are the eyewitness of COVID-19 pandemic. We have suffered a lot due to pandemic. Now I was overwhelmed with all the changes that were happening. A late night in March we were notified by the news channel that schools would be closed until a later date . I have completed my class 10th that year and was happy because I was going to new school but Government closed all the school till further order. We are not knowing when this pandemic will over, So our school management started online classes.  I was saddened because we are not going to attend school physically.As we know school Life is the best time of our life as we make new friends, become a part of someone's life, someone becomes your part of life,learn new things and build our career there.I started attending online classes, after few days other my mates of my new school started interacting with me through chats. Days were going smoothly,as ...

where is my mind lost,  why do our memories dont fade,  why am i on the road of frost,  where is the boy who wasn't afraid. why do countless hours pass,  why am i in a fix is my heart made of glass,  why am i writing this at six. why did i let her go,  why is everything hurting me,  why aren't things going in a flow,  why isn't my mind free.              why i am expecting too much from              everyone ,  why am i not liking anything,  why are things in a chaos ,       why am i behaving like chandler bing,            why am i as lonely as ross .

Sometimes u feel empty, Due to no reason. Your heart starts to wish, Stuff that never prevails. You could be unhappy like damn what happened to me? But you'll never know the answer. You'll float in the ocean of confusion, Searching for justifications of your sadness, Or barely to realize how you could be cheerful. But you'll end up wondering, Where the hell can I get my answers? In the end, you'll notice these things are just in your head. Do I build them or what? No answer. Might this be a human's desire? No answer. So you'll reside craving someone and something, Come to you and say I'm here for you, I'll never leave you & I love you. But maybe this someone is on mars. And this never happens, that person leaves you when you needed him\her most......

  We start our school life at a very young age. Before we can understand its importance, and before we see what it is really in it for us. It may begin to feel as if school is just a place where children go to learn unnecessary formulas and complicated words that will never be used in an average conversation. Or learn things that do not relate in any way to the aspirations that have driven us during our childhood. The day most dreaded; the first day of school, is one that still makes grown boy and girl cringe when they think back in time. You walk inside a strange building, holding the hands of your parents in a place that smells of play dough. Your parents stand and begin to leave, but you grip onto their shirts in tears as they explain to you that it will be okay. When they go through that door you are left staring out the window which fogs up with your every breath. Watching their bike leave a trail on the wet road as the weather matches your damp mood. You cry, wondering if you...

💥 That Holi Days💥 The spring is back.   Accompanying the memories of "Holi" merry make.   We used to be thrilled even before the "Holi" break.  How we were jovial then, unescorted by the term "fake".  Last night I was ruminating it with sipping a milkshake.  Last day of school used to be humorous, we used to laugh till bellyache.💗   Colouring one and all used to be the second-best partake.  Bantering all and sundry was still at the apex.  Rushing to the playground for putting "Gulaal" on all and every peer.  What great days those were! Without fear.  The day before Holi is called "Holika Dahan". The day to burn evil, vanity, and our inner satan.   Before waking up in the morning of Holi, we used to have moustaches of colour.    That we ourselves used to make on one another's faces as it's our culture.  We used to gorge ourselves from dawn to dusk.  Then there was a shower of colours again  Until we oursel...

India is one of the fastest developing countries in the world, but as you have noticed it’s still a developing country, even after more than 60 years of independence India is still labeled as a Developing country. The speed of development in our country is less and low compared to other countries. But from a few years, the economy of India is characterized as a developing market economy. It is the world's fifth-largest economy by nominal GDP and the third-largest by purchasing power parity (PPP). According to the IMF, on a per capita income basis, India ranked 139th by GDP (nominal)and 118th by GDP in 2018. Since the start of the 21st century, annual average GDP growth has been 6% to 7%, and from 2014 to 2018, India was the world's fastest-growing major economy, surpassing China. The long-term growth perspective of the Indian economy remains positive due to its young population and corresponding low dependency ratio, healthy savings, and investment rates, and its increasing ...