It's all in my heart

Endings are not always a  bad thing. It means that something new can begin. We all are the eyewitness of COVID-19 pandemic. We have suffered a lot due to pandemic. Now I was overwhelmed with all the changes that were happening. A late night in March we were notified by the news channel that schools would be closed until a later date . I have completed my class 10th that year and was happy because I was going to new school but Government closed all the school till further order. We are not knowing when this pandemic will over, So our school management started online classes.  I was saddened because we are not going to attend school physically.As we know school Life is the best time of our life as we make new friends, become a part of someone's life, someone becomes your part of life,learn new things and build our career there.I started attending online classes, after few days other my mates of my new school started interacting with me through chats. Days were going smoothly,as ...

where is my mind lost,  why do our memories dont fade,  why am i on the road of frost,  where is the boy who wasn't afraid. why do countless hours pass,  why am i in a fix is my heart made of glass,  why am i writing this at six. why did i let her go,  why is everything hurting me,  why aren't things going in a flow,  why isn't my mind free.              why i am expecting too much from              everyone ,  why am i not liking anything,  why are things in a chaos ,       why am i behaving like chandler bing,            why am i as lonely as ross .

Sometimes u feel empty, Due to no reason. Your heart starts to wish, Stuff that never prevails. You could be unhappy like damn what happened to me? But you'll never know the answer. You'll float in the ocean of confusion, Searching for justifications of your sadness, Or barely to realize how you could be cheerful. But you'll end up wondering, Where the hell can I get my answers? In the end, you'll notice these things are just in your head. Do I build them or what? No answer. Might this be a human's desire? No answer. So you'll reside craving someone and something, Come to you and say I'm here for you, I'll never leave you & I love you. But maybe this someone is on mars. And this never happens, that person leaves you when you needed him\her most......